even after everything that has happened to me these past few years, i realized i haven’t changed much. I’m still the stubborn girl with many fears and hides away inside my own shell when life becomes too hard to bear. i escape in places that aren’t at all warm and find comfort in things and people who may not guarantee me anything but temporary relief. i have too many feelings that i’ve become numb to each one. i’m tired of being like this. i’m tired of breaking things.